比起影評(píng)更像筆記的東西。1. “Nobody deserves that. I don't care who you are.”2. 視野里遠(yuǎn)去的路牌上寫：Hate is not a Laramie value.3. 沒(méi)注意名字的劇院的小伙，告訴父母他準(zhǔn)備公演Angels in America, 父母拒絕觀看，因?yàn)閔omosexuality is wrong, 從根本上。4. 38分處，各地自發(fā)組織的為Matthew的游行和禱告，詩(shī)歌里唱：Let the light shine in the darkness, before the dawn, no more sorrow in the nighttime, let it shine, oh lord, let it shine. （——那和聲簡(jiǎn)直是催淚利器）5. “I hope that in the grief of this moment and in the shared outrage across America, Americans will once again search their hearts, and do what they can do to reduce their own fear and anxiety and anger at people who are different.” 同上的場(chǎng)景，我很喜歡這句。“來(lái)減少他們對(duì)，與我們稍有不同的人們的，恐慌緊張和怒氣”。Gay也好Les也好BI也好，只是“different”.6. 45分處，homecoming parade, 在教室里用大屏幕看的時(shí)候又一催淚場(chǎng)景。那位52歲的傷了腿的gay man從公寓的一邊窗戶挪到另一邊窗戶緊跟著隊(duì)伍。跟著學(xué)校隊(duì)伍后的自發(fā)為Matthew組成的游行隊(duì)，在10分鐘后人數(shù)增長(zhǎng)到了原先的5倍多，人物bigger than the entire parade, “Thank God I got to see this in my lifetime. Thank you, Matthew,”7. 公路巡查員的妻子先表示nobody deserves it, 其后將Matthew描述為一個(gè)barfly, 一個(gè)傳染艾滋的人。她說(shuō)不明白為什么媒體會(huì)如此夸大他的事件，而同一時(shí)間一位巡邏員被殺卻只成為地方版上的小新聞。8. 是的Matthew患有艾滋。Reggie因?yàn)樵诟糸_捆綁他的繩子時(shí)手套不給力 手上有切口，被隔離服藥觀察治療。近半年后結(jié)果為HIV negative. 她親吻每一個(gè)人。9. 57分半處，"Matthew's mother said," 發(fā)言人在這里忽然泣不成聲, 他想到了他自己的四個(gè)女兒, "Go home, give ur kids a hug, and don't let the day go by w/o telling them that u love them."10. 總有人叫嚷著God's anger, send him to the hell. 由此而發(fā)Angel Action.11. faggot, lez, dyke等污蔑性詞匯被提及。12. 影片高潮處，是Dennis Shephard, Matt父親的發(fā)言。他說(shuō)Matt was not alone, 他有天空星星月亮陽(yáng)光和主的同在，他呼吸著充滿樹的香氣的空氣看著這片土地。這里未免有些煽情了。13. 隨后，他說(shuō)：I, too, believe in the death penalty.I would like nothing better than to see you die Mr. McKinney. However, this is the time to begin the healing process, to show mercy to someone who refused to show mercy. I give you life in the memory of one who no longer lives. May you have a long life and may you thank Matthew every day for it. 這是一個(gè)最美好的curse和帶惡意的期許。14. 值得挖的東西還有一點(diǎn)。不想寫了（躺平）。這是1998年的事件。（后加）15. 這學(xué)期跟教授去吃了個(gè)飯，提起這部電影相關(guān)的最后那篇作文。她說(shuō)有個(gè)學(xué)生告訴她，Matt是個(gè)有錢人家的小孩，時(shí)時(shí)在學(xué)生間倒賣drugs, Times上有篇報(bào)道有理有據(jù)地說(shuō)，Matt被殺并非因?yàn)樗莋ay, 而是因?yàn)榻疱X和交易糾紛。見仁見智吧。