1985 (Yen Tan, 2018) 8/10 故事線特別像多蘭的《只是世界盡頭》，但更加簡潔，less藝術片感；一小時處，一切戲劇化細節開始展現，人物LGBTQ身份出現，“生命盡頭”狀態在約二十分鐘后揭露 - 但這部電影不是為這些劇情轉折而拍的；前一小時，一切生活細節都與異性戀、健康者無異，可以看到作者并沒有（過度）消費邊緣化群體；也并沒有馬上引入生命倒計時概念，讓第一小時完美的聚焦于家庭內部的互動，發掘忠于宗教信仰的小家庭波瀾不驚的表面下“雷霆萬鈞” - 男主角作為開拓者，也作為出柜者，plus留給弟弟的啟發性的錄音。 絕對是我的年度十佳的有力競爭者之一吧；私心，因為很多情況不同但類似的情緒；意外的共鳴，就像看《狗十三》的時候；這部似乎是更加地“不同情境”，由此也讓這份情緒更加珍貴 - 現在剛看完，不夠冷靜的情況下，甚至覺得有看完《鳥人》后那種對生命方法論的思考。我在失去自己所最愛的生活的一部分，大概是只需要勸服自己，只是沒有遇到Adrian提到的“people that are just like you”；但我等了太久；即將奔二，能認可自己完成了“need to be at another place”的開頭幾步，但冬天... 永遠都是那么艱難。 You’re gonna have some tough days; days where you feel like everything sucks, and you don’t wanna get out of bed; days when you gonna feel like you just don’t belong. I’ve had a lot of those days. And I want you to know; you are not the only one that feels the way you do. There’s a whole world out there for someone like you. I promise you are not as different as you think you are. And mom and dad that might not get it; all of your friends might not get it either, and some of them might say some pretty mean and awful things, because they just don’t get it. But I get it, and I know that you’re gonna learn to be happy... with who you are. And you may need to be at another place to be happy, and you know what? That’s okay; that’s why I left home. It might seem like the hardest thing to do at first , but it might be the right thing for you to do. And in another time, at another place, you’re gonna meet the right people; people that are just like you. People that are just like me. So hang in there, Andrew. Things tend to get a little darker before they get brighter.